The past couple of days have been a challenge for me. On one hand, I’m excited about my new job that I’ll be starting in less than a month. I’m also excited that we found a good house in Oklahoma that will meet our needs. On the other hand, I’m concerned that we may not sell our current house by the end of the month. If we don’t sell by then, then what? Are we going to pay two mortgages?
“This is not the best time to be selling a home.” I get reminded of that every time I talk to my realtor, my mortgage broker, and when I watch the news.
I’ve been researching bridge loans and that may help, but it’s not without issues. So, I’ve been trying to trust God and His timing. I know that God will provide a buyer at the right time. It’s been hard though.
I sometimes have this erroneous idea that if I’m following God’s will, things will be easy. It wasn’t for Joseph in the Old Testament of the Bible. He did what was right and was thrown into prison. Stephen in the New Testament followed God and was stoned to death. Jesus followed the Father’s will perfectly and was crucified.
Even though things are going to be difficult, I know that God will take care of me as He always has. A couple of verses that have helped have been Proverbs 3:5-6 (NASB):
Trust in the LORD with all your heart
And do not lean on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He will make your paths straight
And Matthew 6:27-33 (TNIV):
And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to his life? And why are you worried about clothing? Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin, yet I say to you that not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, will He not much more clothe you? You of little faith!
Do not worry then, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear for clothing?’
For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
I’d love to hear your thoughts. How do you do it? How do you trust God with your whole heart and not worry? If it’s a struggle for you as well, I’d love to hear that too.